Let's talk about mental health. Here's how my brain goes: First 20 minutes: Idea! Let's do this! Why not spend some money to do this thing? Let's download the app that will help me do this thing. Let's spend some more! 30 minutes later: I'm failing. I'll never be good at this thing. I've wasted so much of my life not doing this thing, so why start now? Fuck it, I give up. This is daily for me. It's a constant struggle of up and down, mania and depression. I can spend hours up